The Most Vulnerable I've Ever Been

Time for some true confessions. 2016 was hard! The financial success I created in my business was heady, but I was filled with fear that I’d lose it.

And guess what? I did.

Even as I invested more in my business, held my value better than I ever had before, my programs didn’t fill up and my private clients didn’t renew.

Ten days ago was the lowest I have been since my brother died almost six years ago and I felt so completely abandoned by God. I cried for almost two days straight, even as I was serving my heart out and really trying to raise my vibration.

At 4 am I couldn’t take the voice screaming in my head about what a hack I was any longer, so I got up. But the voice didn’t shut up. It screamed at me some more, that I had no right teaching miracles and prosperity to people when I couldn’t figure out what the hell I was doing for myself. Down, down, down I spiraled while I tried to sob quietly so I wouldn’t wake the family.

I realized that I’d invested so much because I didn’t trust my own inner voice. I’d listened to practically everyone in 2016…except for me. I spun here, there and everywhere in these circles, tossing this program at you, creating that program in the hopes someone would bite, like so much spaghetti against the wall.

Only none of it stuck.

So here I was, ten days ago, wanting to end it all because I was such a fraud, such a hack, without an original thought in my head, teaching processes I’d learned but hadn’t invented myself, and daring to call myself a prosperity coach when all of my credit cards were maxed out and I didn’t know how I was going to pay the bills.

It hasn’t been that dark and scary for me in a long, long time.

Thankfully, we’d scheduled and paid for a Disneyland trip several months ago (back when we were living high on the hog), so I escaped from this darkness the very day all the dark entities were telling me to end it all.

My focus on this trip was to stay in the moment and get some clarity on who I was. Was I the SimplyHealed girl? The miracles and mindset girl? The BANK girl?  Who was I? Was I a jack of all trades but master of none?

WAS I truly a fraud, a worthless hack?

I came home as refreshed as one expects to be after walking 15+ miles every day for 3 days in Disneyland. But the 12 hour drive did wonders for my physical recovery! And my head was clear.

And it’s a good thing, too. Our dog passed away hours before we arrived home, so I had a grief-stricken 10 year old to comfort. Our furnace didn’t heat the house the entire time we were gone, and the technician and second opinion both came back that we needed a new furnace; a repair would only slap a band aid on it for who knows how long.

Coming back to “reality” brought with it anxiety at 3 am…again. But since I was awake, I used it to my advantage to ask who I was. What is my business? What do I want to sell, and teach, and do?

Am I the SimplyHealed girl? Yes.

Am I the Miracles through mindset girl? Yes.

Am I the BANK girl? Yes.

And are all those things mutually exclusive, or can they work together under a common theme? And as I was journaling, I realized they all worked together under the theme of:


Each of these can work on its own, but together, these simple yet profound tools pack a 1-2 punch to scarcity and can launch you right into prosperity.

All these parts are the mechanics of prosperity.

SimplyHealed is the spiritual mechanism of connecting you to your fullest potential.

Miracles through mindset and universal laws are the mental mechanics of connecting you to the big picture.

And BANK is the physical mechanism that connects you to prosperity in business and relationships through people.

I teach the physical, spiritual and mental mechanics of prosperity. Eureka!!

Have I mastered prosperity? Oh, hell no!

But have I been successful in creating it, in spite of  not having something that was uniquely my own? Absolutely YES!

Can I create prosperity again? No question in my mind, I can.

Can I teach YOU how to do it? Yes. Whether you walk that path is entirely up to you. But I can show you the path, teach you shortcuts to clear the path, and set you on your way.

And that’s what I want to do.

So, you’ll see in the coming weeks and months my website getting an overhaul. Miracle Academy is going to get a face lift, a name change, and a format change. And you’ll see that happily reflected in the pricing of this new program.

It makes no sense to teach a program on prosperity, and charge thousands of dollars for that program, when the whole reason for teaching it is that the students in it want to get out of lack! If they had thousands of dollars, they wouldn’t NEED to be taught about prosperity!

So rather than a 12-month, live program taught by me, it will be a 12 week automated program that teaches the mental mechanics and universal truths of prosperity that connect you to the big picture. And it won’t even come close to being thousands of dollars.

You’ll see Prosperity Calls offered every month, which are the spiritual mechanics of prosperity; energy healing calls that will connect you to money and your full potential to make money in a way that is authentic to you. Those will be priced to easily fit your budget.

And I’ll still offer complimentary webinars and training calls to talk about BANK, to connect you to the physical mechanics, the “outer game” of prosperity, if you will—creating prosperity by connecting with people.

My private time will still be at a premium, because working by 1:1 with me you’ll have a VIP experience that is completely customized to you and the prosperity you want to create.

Am I a hack? A fraud? No. I’ve been conscientious about giving proper credit to these teachings and who I learned from. Integrity is high on my list of values.

If you resonate with how and what I teach and the approach I take with prosperity, I invite you to stick around, attend some calls, check out the new program once it rolls out in a month or so.

If not, you can unsubscribe. And that’s okay too.

I can only be me. I only WANT to be me. And I want to serve and make a positive difference for you, while also making a great living doing what I love.

I’ve come a long, long way since 2011, when I was mad at God for abandoning me financially. I’ve learned not to believe appearances, and to trust in the most powerful Being in the universe, who loves me and created me to succeed.

And no matter what is going on in my current circumstances, I am committed to these principles of prosperity, and committed to teach them to you. I know they work all the time, for every person on this planet.

Including me.
And including you.
Here’s to prosperity!

8 thoughts on “The Most Vulnerable I've Ever Been”

  1. Allyson, as I read this, my tears flow! Why? Because you, my dear, saved my life in 2016 and I did not take the time from my own darkness to say “thank you”. So today, dear sister, let me tell you in the words of Flavia van Weeden, “If I could sit across the porch from God, I would thank Him for lending me you.”
    Thank you for “being” there for me!

    1. Wow Katrina, I had no idea what I said or did that saved your life, but boy am I glad I did it! Thank you for staying here on this planet with us, shining your light in your own beautiful way!

  2. It sounds as if you too are finding your own way. The new program sounds great. I do feel that changing the cost will be more in your favor. I am stilling working on my own purpose. I need a mentor who I can meet in person and work with. I need to be out in the world, not stuck in my home. I wish you well on your ne endeavor.

  3. Allyson – I am so moved by your sincere and authentic sharing of your struggles. I feel we each go through times and doubts like yours that bring us to our knees. Realizing that we still carry the Seed of Greatness within us helps to see that the Universe just wants us to change gears and try something new.

  4. Allyson, thank you for being so authentic and vulnerable. That, in itself, is healing–for both yourself and others! You have a big heart and tons to offer. You’ve just removed a huge energetic block for yourself and I’m sure you can do it for others. I see you soaring and taking many others up with you! Blessings!

  5. Thank you for sharing, Allyson. I think we’ve all been there. One day, it feels like God abandoned us; he’s back with loads of love and miracles on another day; and there was the ride in between :).

  6. Thanks for keeping it real Allyson. I loved meeting you at the SimplyHealed refresher. I appreciated you sharing ideas with me. You are a genuine, kind person and I wish the very best for you. You have done amazing things and I know I will continue to see amazing things from you. You go girl!

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